urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet Live for today Christie 2004-09-26T21:45:17Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:99853 2004-09-26T21:45:17Z 2004-09-26T21:45:17Z I needed a change... so here is my new livejournal...<br /><br />sweet_injection<br /><br /><br />buh bye kissessosweet urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:99766 2004-09-26T05:45:42Z 2004-09-26T05:45:42Z Dont come to me when you are down and then treat me like shit<br /><br />Dont come to me when no one else cares and then run to them when they are willing to have you<br /><br />Dont tell me that no one cares about you and then blow me off<br /><br />Dont ever fucking come to me again unless your for real<br /><br />I dont want to hear your BS anymore urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:99571 2004-09-26T05:42:58Z 2004-09-26T05:42:58Z My Chemical Romance "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"<br /><br />Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.<br />I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.<br />For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,<br />Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?<br /><br />I'm not okay.<br />I'm not okay.<br />I'm not okay.<br />You wear me out.<br /><br />What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?<br />(I'm not okay)<br />I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean<br />(I'm not okay)<br />So be a joke and look, another line without a hook<br />I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!<br /><br />I'm not okay.<br />I'm not okay.<br />I'm not okay.<br />You wear me out.<br /><br />Forget about the dirty looks<br />The photographs your boyfriend took?<br />You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed<br /><br />I'm okay.<br />I'm okay!<br />I'm okay, now<br />(I'm okay, now)<br /><br />But you really need to listen to me<br />Because I'm telling you the truth<br />I mean this, I'm okay!<br />(Trust Me)<br /><br />I'm not okay<br />I'm not okay<br />Well, I'm not okay<br />I'm not o-fucking-kay<br />I'm not okay<br />I'm not okay<br />(Okay) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:99316 2004-09-25T15:45:57Z 2004-09-25T15:45:57Z By the way I HATE YOU MR. RAIN!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />More than likely NO SOFTBALL TONIGHT .. ugh... this sucks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:98932 2004-09-24T03:54:56Z 2004-09-24T03:54:56Z SOTY * Sidewalks Holding on seems like forever, waiting here feels like an eternity, i want to run away, i want away from it all, im not depressed, my life is full of potential and I am more than excited about the future, but i hate being surrounded with depressed people... i dont want to be put down on their level, i want to be okay and I want to not have to worry about all the sad things in life.. i hate coming home because of it, everyone is sad because she messed up.. its no ones fault but her own....I just want out.. before I fall down again<br /><br />I dont like being alone, it scares me, i hate the feeling that I have when I wake up every morning knowing that there is nothing to look forward to in the day, having to deal with the fact that I dont have anyone to look forward to seeing, and holding at the end of the day. I hate this feeling, and its so hard knowing that I have it but its 1400 miles away and trying to come to me... so all there is to do is wait<br /><br />As I wait I do have a few people in my life to help cheer me up... Jess and the guys... I know we have problems..but they are awesome... and i dont know how I would make it without them... this process is going to be so hard, but i know with them it will be ten times easier... <br /><br />i just really hate being alone... and i feel REALLY alone right now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:98653 2004-09-22T17:30:01Z 2004-09-22T17:30:01Z I am at work at the moment just wanted to say hello! And now i must go price some more candles and stuff.. so yeah!<br /><br />I love you robbie! <br /><br />*I am sooo excited... i have all these new decorating ideas for our apartment i cant wait! *<br /><br />- Oh and by the by jess and I are cool now.. so yeah no more comments biatches! luv ya! bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:98439 2004-09-21T16:30:18Z 2004-09-21T16:30:18Z Yeah, across the top of my journal it reads.. "kissessosweet's Journal" last time i checked this is MY JOURNAL! If you dont like what i write in it then dont read it! If your offended by what i write in it then DONT FUCKING READ IT! Alot of times I have things that I want said that are kept inside me.. rather than telling someone and yelling at random people for something that they never did... I often turn to my journal... and yes i know people read it, but NO i dont intend on everyone getting all ass hurt over it (JOSH, JESSIE, and all others who wish to comment on it) Really, me writing about anything on here is no diffrent then you having "no where to go" "no one to talk to" because this is who i talk to! Funny though, that some people have to tell the whole damn world... and then turn around and say "thats the only person i told" I have learned alot over the past year, i used to think i had ONE person in my life that I can go to about anything... and im starting to realise that that person probablly wasnt to faithful of a friend at all. im sure ALOT of people know about things i only told that ONE PERSON... but now i have realised that I have four amazing people who mean the world to me .. Josh, Smerf, Tyler, & Brandon have all become my best friends over this process and to be honest with you.. thats all i need... well plus robbie.. but that wont be much longer..<br /><br />so.. for all of those who comment on my journal..i dont care if you get pissed off... go ahead and comment.. just remember.. you DIDNT HAVE TO READ IT!<br /><br />-- by the by -- Story of the Year kicked ass! oh and i really liked My Chemical Romance.. im not to sure about letters kill .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:98191 2004-09-19T04:50:49Z 2004-09-19T04:50:49Z I am depressed.. blah blah blah the world hates me blah blah blah i cant see why everyone is mad at me blah blah blah i guess i will just be friendless for the rest of my life blah blah blah i hate midland, and the people in it... wait i just hate people in general blah blah blah i had no one to talk to blah blah blah im so depressed blah blah blah did i mention im sad blah blah blah i didnt do anything wrong blah blah blah guess im just a horrible person.. blah blah blah... i guess i will do the world a favor and just kill myself...wah,<br /><br />here let me save u the trouble... *shoots u in the head* <br /><br />get over it... drugs dont solve everything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:97938 2004-09-17T03:18:20Z 2004-09-17T03:18:20Z Things I did today<br /><br />1. Went to school<br />2. Saw Kevin and I got my BOUNCY BALL YAY!<br />3. Cheated Math Lab but hey i didnt wanna sit there for 1 hr.<br />4. Took Megan and Trenden to Walmart<br />5. Talked to Robbie :)<br />6. Got my package from Robbie in the mail yay!<br />7. Saw Sara Cheer at the game<br />8. Went to Psychology and probablly failed my test<br />9. Went to eat by myself <br />10. Came home after I ate... and sat here alone .. again<br /><br />WOW so exciting... my week has been so complete.. i got left at hastings, i ate dinner by myself, and robbie still isnt here urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:97684 2004-09-15T14:15:54Z 2004-09-15T14:15:54Z The Story So Farr.... NFG Despite all the chaos and madness in my life right now, i have found a peace, a peace that I have been searching for since the day he left... its been 3 months now, and I know that without him in my future, my life will not be fullfilled... <br /><br />I know what I want and I know that I will go to any length to get it, even if that means moving out of state, to be with that person that completes you in a way that no other person can complete you... it is worth every penney, every memory, every heartache, and every lonely minute of a persons life....<br /><br />I have been mad depressed lately, and I realised that there really isnt anything for me here... I am lost without him ... he was my friend, my best friend, and for a while... he was my only friend... he was all I had... and I all I needed... and it puts a smile on my face to know that I will have that again some day....<br /><br />Now I can focus on my school work, and getting a job, and not having to worry about a damn thing when it comes to love... because i know where my heart is... and i know who cares enough to take care of it.... <br /><br />"Hands down this is the best thing I could ever remember"<br /><br />Life can be really hard sometimes, and it can bring u to the point to where you dont want to be here .... but in the end... life can suprise you with all the beautiful things it has to offer.... i love you.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:97324 2004-09-14T21:51:13Z 2004-09-14T21:51:13Z The Matchbook Romance ---- The Promise Yes dear, excuse me for yelling at you... how dare I ever think that you THE ONLY OUTSIDE SOURCE OF THE INFORMATION would have ever opened your mouth and told MY BUSINESS to someone else... how dare i ever think that... why how stupid of me not to realise that she was sitting in her room one day and just decided that by golly someone needed to ruin Christie's life... my gosh... what a retard i am... i never thought that she was capable of just conjuring up this awful story about me and the boys all by herself... yes wendi, i am terribly terribly sorry that i yelled at you... i just wasnt thinking i guess.... yes you still remain the holy child.. yes you are still perfect... you do something wrong? how could i possibly think such a thing...<br /><br /> WHAT THE FUCK EVER!<br /><br />Listen, Jess told something she wasnt supossed to.. yes she did betray our friendship, yes I was mad at her for starting it all.... but you know what.... she did the right thing and stood up to me and told me that she did tell you and that she was sorry... and i respect her for that so much... yes the trust issue with her will be a great struggle for months to come... but because she was a friend i have forgiven her... why the hell cant everyone grow up and either fess up to their mistakes and grow some damn balls and take what you did... stop being a little bitch... you know that you blabbed something that wasnt even fucking true... you know what the worst part about it all is...four very innocent sweet loving and caring boys are the victims in all of this and you could care less.... well you know what i have even better advice than what i said before.. try this<br /><br /> STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY BUSINESS YOU WERENT EVEN THERE<br /> THAT WOULD SOLVE EVERYTHING!!! NOW WOULDNT IT!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />In other news,<br /><br />I was super depressed yesterday, i was scared for the boys, they are my best friends.. i love them so much! They are not horrible people...so to counter act all of it .. i drove to a park last night a just walked around and talked to robbie on the phone... he hung up... and i drove around listening to my "robbie" cd.... it was happy... yet sad... i started crying... i think i missed him more that I have ever missed him last night.... he is so awesome... i need him in my life in some way... im not sure how right now... but some way i need him here.. or there... or something... i just need him... i went to bed hoping i wouldnt wake up.... and damn it i woke up this morning... i miss him... so much... i dunno what to do.. im gonna start applying at photography schools.... msybe there is one in indiana or something ... all i know is i need to be near him... even if he is just my friend... he is the best friend i have ever had... and i need him.... <br /><br />im gonna go... tyler, smerf, Josh i love all so very very much... <br /><br /><br />Tyler, Josh, urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:97262 2004-09-12T06:29:56Z 2004-09-12T06:29:56Z I dont know who all reads my journal, and im not sure who told adrianne that i hated her, but i just want to make it clear that I think adrianne is super sweet and I have never had a problem with her, i just got upset with robert, but things are great now and I just wanted everyone to know that...<br /><br />Now, as for my day...<br /><br />Well Jess stayed the night last night,we didnt really do anything to super exciting, she talked on the computer and i watched a movie, but it was just really nice to have her here, just sitting around and randomly talking every now and then was really nice... we drove around at 1 am trying to find some stupid eye drops for my eyes lol, but we had no money so we called everyone we knew.... finally josh wilsons roommate came to my rescue he had drops! So we payed josh a visit at his dorm at 1am and i got eye drops yay!... We went to bed around 3 something... it was so great we slept until like 11:30... I dont think either of us have slept that long in a long time! After Jess went home, Trenden came over and Mom and I took him to the mall, then we had our annual family fish fry thing to go to.. ugh its just a bunch of old hickish hillbillies sitting around on a farm cooking fish that they caught all month long from their own pond. Then I had a softball game, well I wouldnt call it a game we only played 1 1/2 innings... then it got cancelled cus the lights wouldnt come on and it was getting dark. I was pissed. JoshW, Jess, and Kevin all came to watch and we didnt even play... so we went to Rosas and Kevin stole my ice! ugh hehe.... then we went to the park and played around... (always check the slide to make sure there is not water at the bottom).. then we went to Barnes and Nobles and we read random books.. and took girly quizzes out of the teen magazines... then Robert called me so I went to Joshs to see him, and stayed there until like 1:00, Smerf, Adrianne, Josh, Robert, Matt, Tyler, Brandon, and I all sat around and chilled for a while...<br /><br />Now im at home... and im thinking about sleep... but i dunno lol.... night! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:96982 2004-09-10T06:08:13Z 2004-09-10T06:08:13Z Well today started out alright, with school and everything, i really love tuesdays and thursdays... then i came home and helped mom out with her garage sale she is having tomorrow..<br /><br />Then it kind of all hit me at once again... I really started thinking about robbie, he just popped in my head and I got really depressed, and i stayed that way for a while... then i went to joshs and asked his mom if i could get something to eat from her house cus i havent ate anything in two 1/2 days cus my mom took all my money... so i did that... she is awesome<br /><br />then i went to class... then we watched the apprentice... and then my better part of the day happened! Robert came over :) yay! I love robert he is great! and he is like oober cute too... ne who... im back at home now... and im tired... and i am thinking about robbie alot.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:96719 2004-09-07T19:37:53Z 2004-09-07T19:37:53Z Sugarcult (well thats what i was listening to in my car lol) HeHe I kinda feel like im in high school again! Im at the ATC trying to work on my English Essay thats due on Thursday, I have done 5 of the paragraphs, so now I just need 5 more.. I think I will do those tomorrow.. half and half isnt to bad... <br /><br />Sorry to all of those people that were pissed off at me last night.. I just had a REALLY REALLY bad day.. and I let alot of things get to me that I normally wouldnt.. I get that way when I miss Robbie... and Im sorry :)XOXO please forgive me! Whitney, Robert, Tyler, and everyone else I made mad... I just miss having robbie around he was like my bestest friend ya know?....<br /><br />Softball practice starts tonight so im skipping Psychology class... I know I know... I have my priorities inline dont I hahaha..anywho...<br /><br />My Mass Communications class is gonna be interesting I think... and I cant wait to start photography next semester :) yay! ... hmm... <br /><br />K, thats about it I guess...im gonna go wonder around for a while buh byes!<br />_______ RANDOM BITCHINESS_____________<br />p.s.<br />Theres a slut in the room with me right now.. i think her name is slutvannah... or maybe its just savannah... either way.. i bet if u just say hey bitch she will notice ur talking to her... ugh ... stupid whore.. get out of my computer lab biatch!<br /><br />buh byes! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:96436 2004-09-07T01:32:58Z 2004-09-07T01:32:58Z Why cant I stop thinking about him?... why is he my everything and im his nothing?... why is he in my dreams at night?...Why is he always in my head?... Why is always around me yet he is so farr away?... why am I in love?... Why wont it go away?... <br /><br />Its been 3 months..since my life fell apart.. its been 3 weeks since I thought i was okay..its been 3 days since I cried myself to sleep.. its been 3 hours since i just wanted to scream... its been 3 minutes... no... scratch that... he is still in my head...<br /><br />I dont want to be told that it will all be okay, because in the end it wont, not until I can learn how to fall out of love.<br /><br />I dont want to be told that he isnt the one for me, until my heart stops telling me that he is.<br /><br />I dont want to be told to let go, until you all fucking feel the pain that i go through everyday just to wake up knowing that i cant go see him...<br /><br />I dont want to be told to get over it... because i cant...<br /><br />I JUST WANT IT TO ALL GO AWAY ... I WANT MY CUTE LITTLE PINK HAIRED ROBBIE BACK... <br />I want to be 16 again... i want to be able to make it ok... i want to be okay... thats it ...<br /><br />..and i wish to god i wouldnt have to fucking compete with everything and and everyone in the world just to be fucking happy... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:96008 2004-09-03T03:08:16Z 2004-09-03T03:08:16Z Well it is only the fourth day of school and I have already changed my major. I am going to go into journalism and photography... its really what interests me ... so it should be good. <br /><br />I am going to dallas tomorrow and will be back on sunday! You can call my cell whenever you want i will have it with me :) and its not roaming... so yeah call me<br /><br />Um... i got my hair cut... thats the only big thing that has happened lol... i like it ... jessies is hot as well... anywho im going home (im at joshs) luv ya! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:95913 2004-08-31T03:06:53Z 2004-08-31T03:06:53Z Well school was alright... met a new person... he kinda looks like tyler in a creepy way.... makes me smile when i look at him, i love tyler!<br /><br />Well I have experience Algebra and MCLite.... so farr so good.... ugh i dread meeting my Anatomy professor.. i hear she HELLA hard and her class is HELLA hard to... kinda scared :/<br /><br />oh well... maybe i can see Robert tomorrow :) that would cheer me up some :)<br /><br /><br />any who.... umm oh yeah! Sept. 18th is the next movie night.. or maybe sept. 19.... i dunno :) we will see.... <br /><br />goodnight to all :) .... i got school until like 1:30 or 2:00.... so call me ! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:95543 2004-08-30T04:24:56Z 2004-08-30T04:24:56Z I am extremley happy, i finally told Robert that I liked him... took me long enough.... I know... and i know you will all be glad that I told him so I dont have to talk about it all the time... i told him... and i think he likes me.... we stayed up until 5:30 in the morning outside of joshs house sitting on the ground just talking...:) it was nice.... hehe and he kissed me :) it was cute..... aww.... my world is bliss right now... its wonderful... and i start school tomorrow yay! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:95296 2004-08-26T04:51:08Z 2004-08-26T04:51:08Z Had an awesome night... talking to jessie always makes everything so much easier for me... it makes what i have all built up in my head just poor out so much easier ....<br /><br />I have decided that this year wasnt the worst year of my life, that would have to be my sophmore year, but this year would definetly be the one i deleted if i had the choice to.... but i dont so i have to live with the way things are <br /><br />Now, if i could only solve the little problem i have with my heart i would be in good shape... but i did feel 10 times better about myself after seeing Kris's new gf, wow... and hearing that she is 17 ... makes me smile! i know thats wrong but it makes me laugh <br /><br />mmm goodnight to all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:94998 2004-08-25T05:32:57Z 2004-08-25T05:32:57Z Well I almost killed smerf.... i almost did him in..... its a REALLY fucking long story... but im just glad he is okay.... I hope it doesnt leave his face to scared up and that he isnt really sore in the morning.... i feel like such a bad person.. i could have fucking killed him... if he would have fell off quicker i would have ran his head over.. omg .... i want to cry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:94820 2004-08-24T05:18:19Z 2004-08-24T05:18:19Z I have a lesson in dating for you all...<br /><br />1. Kissing someone is NOT a contract... it does not mean you are serious<br /><br />2. It IS possible to date more than one person and not get attached<br /><br />3. Live life a little and experiment with diffrent people... life is to short to just jump into anything serious<br /><br />4. KISSING IS NOT A DAMN CONTRACT<br /><br />5. ALWAYS REMEMBER KISSING IS NOT A CONTRACT FOR FUCKS SAKE<br /><br />ugh i know i sound a little agitated... but thats because i am damn it... boys are stupid... they cant understand these simple things....<br /><br />no im not saying i never want a boyfriend again... sure who doesnt want someone you can dedicate your time to and really devote yourself too... but who knows who that person is you have to work to find that person... boyfriends are wonderful... but not always necessary..<br /><br />ugh i hope that this has been of some help to you all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:94629 2004-08-24T04:03:57Z 2004-08-24T04:03:57Z Break down- Breaking Benjamin Thank you to all my friends who give me the courage to let go of robbie, and to learn to be myself without him... it will take a long time to find who i was before i met him... but i know that with your help it will happen<br /><br />I thank god for the friends and the opportunities that I have in front of me.. and I never ever want any of you to think that I dont thank him for you every day of my life... even those who i dont see every day... those in diffrent states... those just across town... i love everyone of you... and you mean everything to me...<br /><br />I just have decided that the only way I am going to completley be able to over come the sadness and the loss in me... is to eventually leave it all behind... i know its not good to run from your fears in life... i know all the arguements... but sometimes the memories are to much to handle... and I just cant bare them anymore... I must burn them from my life... and only keep a few with me... I need out of midland as soon as I possibly can....<br /><br />The only good thing about my life right now is my friends... and at night when we go work out... it is the only thing that takes my mind away from him.... <br /> <br />thanks tyler and Jessie for believing in me.. i love you both... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:94408 2004-08-23T18:36:46Z 2004-08-23T18:36:46Z Break my fall - Breaking Benjamin Your already 10 times the person your dad will ever be, there is no fucking way you will ever be like him.... unless you withold yourself from all that life has to offer... just to make a gain for yourself... money isnt the only thing in life.. neither are the possesions you have when you die... because when you die.. those things are mearly objects for ur family to sale on ebay.... what really matters is the relationships you formed in this life. I will love you until the day i die... there is no doubt about that... it may not be the love that I have for you right now.. but i will always love you in some way... you will always be my first love, and i will never regret anything about the 2 amazing years we spent together. Its gonna take me a long long time to let you go... and to stop wishing that I could do it all over again... but eventually i know that I will... I have held on to you long enough... I have tried to make myself believe that you were coming back and that it was all going to be ok... but i know its not going to...you live your life through completely diffrent eyes then i do... i use my heart and i follow my heart no matter what... because sometimes there are things more important in life... than what you have...I tried to get you to take a chance on us... and just to let yourself be loved and it obviously didnt work... just know that when ur alone and sad... i love you and always will... i always have... all i ever wanted was for you to be happy because your sorry excuse for a father never gave you the happiness you deserved... you deserve to be happy and to be loved unconditionally... and hopefully one day you will find that.. i love you more than you will ever know... and this time im gonna have to let go for good i know... just bear with me ok... i love you robbie urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:94200 2004-08-23T04:34:46Z 2004-08-23T04:34:46Z P.O.D. was awesome... I had alot of fun... lol<br /><br />Jess and I got picked up by some random guy and taken to RTD instead of walking the incredibly long way from the parking to the actualy stage... he was so nice! hehe<br /><br />The concert was awesome i had soo sooo soo much fun... good music... and my best friend what more could u ask for... hmm well... a cute punk boy would be nice....<br /><br />anywho... thats really all I did today :) luv ya ! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kissessosweet:93784 2004-08-22T07:20:04Z 2004-08-22T07:20:04Z I am so tired of seeing my mom and dad cry... i am so tired of them blaming theirselves... i am so tired of them worrying all the time... just because my fuck up slut of a sister wants to pull her shit. I came home tonight and my mom was sitting on the couch crying, i couldnt figure out what was wrong, all i knew was my dad and sister were both gone. She told me my sister didnt come home again and that my dad had called her and told her to get her ass home right then and she said no she wasnt coming home and that she would see him in the morning. So my dad and her had it out and she called him alot of names and called me alot of names and alot of stupid shit...So my sister went over to my brothers to cool off for the night and my dad had left ... he said he wished he would have died in his car accident so that maybe she wouldnt have turned out the way she did. That is so fucked up... he has been an awesome dad to me and my brother and sister and nothing he has ever done has made me pull the shit that she does... im so fucking tired of her shit... so when he said that it really pissed me off so i got my keys and drove to my brothers house and pulled my sister by her arm outside and chewed her ass out for making my dad cry the way she did. she doesnt even fucking know how lucky she is that her dad even wants to be in her life. I told her she could hate me when this was all over but she was gonna straighten the fuck up or i was going to kick her ass myself. My mom asked me my opinion on what to do with her and i told them to take her out of public schools and send her somewhere... shes gonna end up pregnant or something before it is all over with. They already told me she isnt taking drivers ed or getting a car as long as she is pulling this shit. I could have killed her and I told her if she pulled this shit again and upset them that i was gonna lay her ass out... and she didnt say a word.. ugh i fucking hater her sometimes...<br /><br />ugh.. just needed to vent...<br /><br />earlier today was fun though.. i had a slumber party with jess and kevin lol we watched 13 going on 30.. such a great movie! I wish my life could turn out that way.. then we met Josh Wilson and the Lamesa kids at the mall and we were gonna to to RTD but since it rained we went to the dollar movies and saw Dodge Ball that was hilarious... anywho... im gonna go try to cool off i am so pissed off...