[06 Jan 2010|10:27pm] tericarper One really great thing will come from selling this house - freedom. By the time the market has recovered enough to actually sell (assuming my news sources are reliable and accurate) I will be beginning my application process for medical school. Assuming it sells by then, I will be able to go just about anywhere I want for med school. Stephen & I sat down the other night and made a long list of cities we'd be happy living in that have schools that offer his PhD programs as well as decent medical schools. It is so exciting and so scary at the same time. With this whole house thing I think I really jumped in too fast. I had reservations and I should have paid more attention to my instincts. I missed my dad and I wanted to be a part of a family. That didn't work. It's okay. Now I'll get to experience being young, and unanchored and I'll get to do it with someone I cant imagine a life without. Blessings in disguise. 1 comment|post comment

[05 Jan 2010|12:11am] daisieswave Before I start, let me say this- I'm still extremely hungover, and in that weird "I don't give a fuck" stage you always find yourself in the day after all the festivities. So before I build that wall back up and fear exposing myself, I'm gonna lay some of it out and attempt to make some sort of sense of my feelings. I remember updating a few posts back.. hell, maybe it was my last post.. that I felt like I hadn't really met someone who just gets me. Even just a little. I say something, and fear that I'm gonna make an ass of myself. Most people don't get my sense of humor, they can't pick up on when I'm having a bad day, and just generally make things awkward when I open up and offer a little bit of myself. Up until about two weeks ago. And I've never felt such a whirlwind of emotion. I'm not gonna be crazy and do what I normally do and get myself in way too deep before having any kind of reason to at all. I'm not gonna get my hopes up and expect something out of this. I am, however, gonna say I've met a very beautiful, genuinely caring person. Pisces. Absolutely gorgeous smile. I can't get over the smile. Soft hands. Deep thoughts, but few words. Appreciates a lot of the same things I do. I want to get excited, I can't remember the last time I've been so "wowed" by someone, but I know once I let down that wall and have expectations, shit hits the fan. I won't do it this time. I will enjoy every moment, every frustrating argument, and continue to enjoy the fact that there ARE people here who get me. Every ridiculous comment, joke that doesn't make sense coming out of my mouth, clumsy fall in front of a group of people.. some people are on the same level as I am. And even if they're really not, they're good at pretending. ;) So, forgive me for not sharing more, I'm just hesitant and enjoying that I have these feelings all to myself. post comment

[31 Dec 2009|04:30pm] tericarper My resolution is to forget about the people who've done me wrong, or aren't interested in fixing things. Oh, and to lose 20 pounds ;) post comment

I wish you a broken heart... [31 Dec 2009|06:07pm] musicmandom ...and a happy new year! THESE VIEWS ARE BASED OFF OF MY VIEWS AND LISTENS. IF YOU DON'T AGREE OR LIKE ANY OF THE LISTS BELOW AND MAKE YOUR OWN!!! 10 Most Listened to bands of 2009 (new or old, just music you jammed more than others in the year): 1. Fight Fair 2. A Day to Remember 3. Glassjaw 4. Tech N9ne 5. Bayside 6. Four Year Strong 7. New Found Glory 8. We are the union 9. Set Your Goals 10. Cady Groves 10 best records of the year (10 albums that came out this year): 1. A Day To Remember-Homesick 2. Dance Gavin Dance-Happiness 3. Tech N9ne-Sickology 101 4. Set Your Goals-This Will be the Death of us 5. Riverboat Gamblers-Underneath the Owl 6. Four Year Strong-…Explains it all 7. Matt & Kim-Grand 8. Emmure-Felony 9. New Found Glory-Not without a fight 10 M.Ward-Hold Time Band/Artist/Group of the year: -A Day To Remember 10 Bands/artists to keep an eye on in 2010: 1. Glassjaw 2. Fight Fair 3. Four Year Strong 4. We Are the Union 5. Cady Groves 6. Cobra Starship 7. Lupe Fiasco 8. Head Automatica 9. Rondo Brothers 10.Bayside Top 10 favorite live shows of year: 1. Gallows-SXSW Austin,Tx 2. Kevin Devine/Manchester Orchestra-SXSW Austin,Tx. 3. A Day To Remember/Bayside-Warped Tour Dallas,Tx. 4. Four Year Strong/Set Your Goals-Austin,Tx. 5. Emmure-Dos Amigos Odessa,Tx 6. Flood the City/Run For Cover/etc.-The Ground Floor Midland,Tx 7. Dance Gavin Dance/Emarosa- Jakes Lubbock,Tx 8. Dance Gavin Dance/A Day to Remember/White Chapel-SXSW Austin,Tx 9. A Day to Remember/Parkway Drive- Emos Austin,Tx 10. The Summer Set-SXSW Austin,Tx 1 comment|post comment

[28 Dec 2009|12:26am] daisieswave I guess that's Karma for you, isn't it? When you're hateful, you receive hate. Whether in the form of a shitty phone battery, an obvious ten extra pounds, or your hair looking like it belongs to a horse.. I'm not sorry you're getting your share. Personally, I'm doing my damn best to be the most beautiful soul I can be, because I know when Karma comes around it's worse than a woman on her period. Gets ya, every.damn.time. post comment

parts [27 Dec 2009|03:05am] atomicmonk [ music | tv in the background ] It was a success on some levels...plus a dream about a girl the following night. I had to take a breather because of nervous sickness...I should name it something so its more well defined. Doesn't seem to be going away...but it doesn't happen all the time...at least not in times I think it should...*shrug*. I got some pretty good presents this year and made out like a bandit...although I feel bad for it ...the things I got are things I will use...mostly. I watched My Blue Heaven http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0100212/ today with my parents on some channel...I'm not sure which..doesn't matter though...my point is the movie reminded me a lot of my friend Will in some of the comedic situations and I had a good laugh. Its always good for me to just chill out and watch a movie, I'll go in depth and relate to certain characters or relate my friends to certain characters and not think about other things really...so it takes my mind off the pretty girl on my mind or financial things or hating roommates or whatever the case may be. I'm cleaning my room when I get back...and next year I'm getting a hair cut and some new contacts. post comment

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